Sunday, October 14, 2007

bitterness and all

Last night was both an entertaining experience and a disappointing one for me. It was U Can Dance Version 2 (UCD) finals on ABS-CBN, which is one of the things I have been looking forward to seeing (watching).

It was entertaining (or rather fun) because of saicy. Saicy is one of the housemates in the most recent Pinoy Big Brother (PBB) edition. She was from Bacolod, the same city where I went to Highschool. And we actually went to the same school. Cool. Anyway, I was eager to see her dance, ofcourse, with her partner. Every saturday, I would always try to watch UCD. If I would be unable to do so, I would rely mostly on Youtube. Good thing there're people who post videos of her (Saicy) performaces that I haven't been able to see. Now I consider these people holy. So they were the last to perform. The 5 pairs prior to them were great. The dances and stunts each pair showcased made me worry for Saicy. And after seeing the 5 pairs performed, I was literally praying that they would atleast do good, if they can't be the best. So came the performance. It was, by far, their best performance. And I truly believe, and I'm not just saying this because I go for them, that they were the best couple that night. The fact that they exceeded what I've expected from them made me almost cry, literally. And considering that they were part of the finals as a "wild card" couple really made an impression, not only for me and my friend Nelmar (who loves Saicy very much) but also to the judges. It really was a dazzling performance.

Unfortunately, they didn't make it to the top 3 spot, who competed for the final round. And don't ask me why because I really don't have any clue. I almost believed they would make it. But just like in any other competitions, the judges are the ones who got the final say. And unfortunately (again), I think they didn't see what I saw with saicy's performance. Nelmar felt sad about the result as well.

So I told him that it's okay. I remember texting him that it's not so much about winning, but doing (or giving) your best that matters. And obviously, Saicy, with her partner (who surprisingly performed well that time) did very well.

I almost believed my own words, only that I texted those out of bitterness.

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