the inconsistent is back part III

But it doesn't feel right posting the same post I had posted on my other blog. I mean what's the sense of maintaining two blogs with the same content? I could just delete my other blog and continue blogging here, but I can't just do it. The other blog, where I have been actively blogging for months now, contains not just words but my thoughts and feelings. It's me. I guess I'll stop overthinking about this whole blogging thing. Besides I have so many things to do. I havent finished reading the novel I started few years ago. And there's TV.

And this is me talking to myself.

a place where i belong

I suddenly miss my niece, Thea. She’s my everything. I love her to death and I’d die for her. I haven’t seen her in such a long time though. I haven’t been home for months now. I don’t want to go home yet. Not now. I wanted to be with my family so badly but the thought that I might not be able to come back here (the city) is stopping me from spending time with them. I work here and I just can’t give my work up.

Every time I’m there, home, I just couldn’t think of any other place I want to be at but there. I remember being absent from work a couple of times on the first day of the work week after my two-day off. It has always been a struggle to force myself back to the city. Always. And I’ve been avoiding that for the longest time now. That pains me more than anything else in the world.

the inconsistent is back part II

I actually had written one fiction in Tagalog here last night. I posted it. I saved it as draft just now. I don't think it was such a good idea, me writing in Filipino. It even sucks more than me writing in English. What I'll do is that I'll post whatever I'm posting in Wordpress here starting today. Those that I had posted already on my other blog will stay and be left there. I don't want to do a manual transfer.

not now, not yet.

I tried the plan. It failed even before I started. Tagalog fiction I could try. Will probably just do that instead of sharing my thoughts and experiences. Will post my first Pinoy fiction really soon. I hope the interest wouldn't fade, as it always does with so many other things I've tried in the past.

the inconsistent is back

I've been actively blogging with Wordpress for the past weeks. Just recently though, I realized that I prefer Blogger over it. I asked a friend if he knows how to import entries from my other blog in here. He didn't think Blogger has that option. Or the other way around. Now if I really want to transfer all my posts from Wordpress, I would have to do it manually. And I'm not doing it.

I have come up with the idea of continuing to blog here. In Filipino. I have always wanted to try it, blogging in Filipino. The only thing that gets in the way of me starting doing it is the fact that I'm not good in expressing myself in the said language. And this is not to say that I'm good in doing so in English or any other language.

So the next post will already be in Filipino. When will the next post be, I don't have any idea.